3rd Strike - Paranoid

Finished with my woman
Cause she couldn't help me with my mind
People think i'm insane
Because i'm frowning all the time
All day long i think of things
But nothing seems to satisfy
Thinking i'll lose my mind
If i don't find something to pacify
Can you help me? are you for my brain?
Oh yeah
I need someone to show me
The things in life that i cant find
I cant see the things that make
True happiness i must be blind
Paranoid
The walls are closing in
I cant breathe cant sleep
Afraid to live another day
Too late to bow my head and prey
Hate flowing through my veins
I cant change re-arrange
Just a victim a casualty
War waged on humanity
Lost my way in the darkness of the daylight
Cant run cant hide
No love no fight
Brought to my knees by this fate i cant avoid
Scared of my own shadow its a battle living paranoid
Make a joke and i will sigh
And you will laugh and i will cry
Happiness i can not feel
So love to me is so unreal
And so as you hear these words
Telling you now of my state
I tell you to enjoy life
I wish i could but its too late